It's 3rd August 2007 le . I'm gonna use some singlish here . Haven't got a chance to use singlish for a long time in writings like this . More of during speaking i guess . Haha .

Got my blog a new dressing, coz i didn't wanna think of the sad side everytime i visit my own blog . I thought that keep on being sad is not the solution to the problem, it's only a reaction, a feeling, perhaps . . . i could think of others ways to solve the problem, or get it done and over with . I thought that maybe i can get over him and be back normal by looking out for handsomes and tell myself every guy is the same . But the more i look, the more i think of him, coz i compare them with him and to realize that he was so much better when it comes to treating girls, i mean, girlfriend ? Yeap . He once told me he place girlfriend as top priority . Whoever be his girlfriend must be so lucky to have him . This is the first time that i find it hard to get over a person . It's not love, coz love is when both sides like each other, and this is call like, crush . . .

Like any other cases, i reject guys, and got rejected . Well, what comes around goes around . Every single tiny weeny bit of things that was done has each of its price to pay, there's no free lunch in the world . No free lunch, nothing . I have to be optimistic and try to accept facts . I have to be mature and not child-like . I have to be patient . And J . . . just to tell you that until i find another better guy or someone to replace you in me, i think i'll wait . Coz you're just worth the waiting .

I got back my Marketing grades today . Glad to say, i got 81 after all the hard work . Finally i got one subject that paid off my effort . I'm happy . As for other modules, i can only say i tried to score and there're more to come in near future . I'll strive my best .

Wentta read Er Jie's blog, seems like she had got herself a chance to work in an ideal environment and with nice, fun colleagues as well . Good for her . =) .

Right, new blog skins, new look and hope i got a new optimistic me . Cheers .